Just a quick update.
Mark sent me a message, and we discussed the bills. He is going to be paying them :)
*WHEW!!!* That is such a HUGE stress relief!!!
Maybe he does have a heart in there...
He even said if he found anything of mine at the house this weekend when he goes to get his stuff, he will set it aside for me.
I feel sooo much better! Thank you GOD for working things out!!!
God is good!!! :) All the time :)
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Frustrated
I'm so frustrated....
It appears the ex husband is going to make me pay for the bills that are in my name, even though he is the one still at the house. UGH!
He cancelled my debit card and everything!
He is such an ass!
He better pay for these bills.
On another note........
I got a change of address form filled out today, as well as cancelling the cable service to the old house.
I'm kinda sick on my stomach right now.
My face feels flush.
My nerves are getting the best of me.
Someone calm me down......
This blog apparently is just me venting.....
Anyone have any advice to help me through all this???
I was fine until about 30 minutes ago....
I'm becoming impatient with myself and my weight loss hopes.....
I want to be able to see results fast....
I feel like I'm not making any progress...
The only progress I've made is not eating as much....I'm eating like once a day now... I just don't feel all that hungry since I've been taking the Green T pills.
My sister, who is a Beach Body coach says that's worse for me...... says I'm not gonna lose weight that way....
IDK
I'm just so....well so..... UGH!
Help me please.............. words of encouragement....something!
Something to get my mind off all this garbage! haha..no pun intended.... ( Mark is a garbage man )
It appears the ex husband is going to make me pay for the bills that are in my name, even though he is the one still at the house. UGH!
He cancelled my debit card and everything!
He is such an ass!
He better pay for these bills.
On another note........
I got a change of address form filled out today, as well as cancelling the cable service to the old house.
I'm kinda sick on my stomach right now.
My face feels flush.
My nerves are getting the best of me.
Someone calm me down......
This blog apparently is just me venting.....
Anyone have any advice to help me through all this???
I was fine until about 30 minutes ago....
I'm becoming impatient with myself and my weight loss hopes.....
I want to be able to see results fast....
I feel like I'm not making any progress...
The only progress I've made is not eating as much....I'm eating like once a day now... I just don't feel all that hungry since I've been taking the Green T pills.
My sister, who is a Beach Body coach says that's worse for me...... says I'm not gonna lose weight that way....
IDK
I'm just so....well so..... UGH!
Help me please.............. words of encouragement....something!
Something to get my mind off all this garbage! haha..no pun intended.... ( Mark is a garbage man )
Another Goal
Well... if you've read my blog you know I've set a few goals for myself.
Now I'm setting another one.
My goal is to fit back into my size 9 jeans.
I have started the Mega-T Green Tea dietary supplement as of yesterday.
Along with taking 1 pill twice a day, I am doing a little bit of exercise 2-3 times per day.
My exercise mostly involves crunches, but I've tried a few other things, like bicycle, side leg raise, scissor legs, and reverse crunches.
This is the 3rd day that I've started exercising daily. I hope to see results sooner rather than later! I'm starting to get the burning sensation when I exercise, so that lets me know I'm doing something right, I've just gotta work through the burn lol.
I've even took a picture of me from the front and one from the side...that way I can keep track of my progress. The last time I weighed myself I was around the 150 mark. I hope to get back down to 120.
My jean size as of right now is like a 14/15. I want to be back to a size 9 at least.
Other than that, I'm working on getting my friends back.
The "one who's name shall remain unmentioned" didn't like that I had male friends...so he made me stop talking to all of them. He told me I didn't know how to draw the line between being friends or more than friends...which of course is NOT true! He was just very insecure :)
Anywho,... I will post another blog later.
Now I'm setting another one.
My goal is to fit back into my size 9 jeans.
I have started the Mega-T Green Tea dietary supplement as of yesterday.
Along with taking 1 pill twice a day, I am doing a little bit of exercise 2-3 times per day.
My exercise mostly involves crunches, but I've tried a few other things, like bicycle, side leg raise, scissor legs, and reverse crunches.
This is the 3rd day that I've started exercising daily. I hope to see results sooner rather than later! I'm starting to get the burning sensation when I exercise, so that lets me know I'm doing something right, I've just gotta work through the burn lol.
I've even took a picture of me from the front and one from the side...that way I can keep track of my progress. The last time I weighed myself I was around the 150 mark. I hope to get back down to 120.
My jean size as of right now is like a 14/15. I want to be back to a size 9 at least.
Other than that, I'm working on getting my friends back.
The "one who's name shall remain unmentioned" didn't like that I had male friends...so he made me stop talking to all of them. He told me I didn't know how to draw the line between being friends or more than friends...which of course is NOT true! He was just very insecure :)
Anywho,... I will post another blog later.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Starting Over.....again
Well....I guess I'm starting over again...as of Saturday, March 26, 2011 around 9:00 AM.
My "husband" and I decided to split. Of course he made me make the decision...that way people could feel pity for him. *gags* What is it with guys like that? I don't get it.
Anyway.... so I'm starting over. I did love him, I thought he was the one, but apparently God has bigger and better plans for me...so... I'm not gonna grieve too much over him. I'm going to look forward to what God has in store for me.
So...here's to starting over...again :) *cheers*
First, I'm looking for a job. I hope to have one very soon. I'm putting in applications like crazy. So far I've filled out 7 .
Second, I plan to get a car...you know...cause I don't have one anymore, thanks to the " soon to be ex husband". He totaled mine Feb. 25th on the interstate...
Third, I plan to get a place of my own to live. Something for me and the boys. I want to be independent for once in my life and not have to worry about who's gonna take care of me or worry about pleasing someone else. I'm doing this for me...and my boys of course. I can't wait to be on my own again... I mean don't get me wrong, I love my parents and am so thankful for them letting me live with them again...but it's just not the same...you kinda feel less like an adult when you live with your parents....
Fourth, I might think about putting myself back on the market.... right now, I don't want any kind of a commitment. I'm tired of getting hurt. I'm tired of letting myself get hurt. So...for now...it's all about me, me, me ... and my boys :) I want them to be just as happy as I am...and I don't need some guy in my life to make us happy. When I find the right one...that's just a plus in life.
Well.... I guess that's all for now... those are my main goals right now. God will provide. I know that. I have no doubt. I just have to be patient and know that God is gonna provide on his own time...when he knows I'm ready. Just because I think I'm ready doesn't mean that I am...I've found that out the hard way..esp in love.
Toodles!
My "husband" and I decided to split. Of course he made me make the decision...that way people could feel pity for him. *gags* What is it with guys like that? I don't get it.
Anyway.... so I'm starting over. I did love him, I thought he was the one, but apparently God has bigger and better plans for me...so... I'm not gonna grieve too much over him. I'm going to look forward to what God has in store for me.
So...here's to starting over...again :) *cheers*
First, I'm looking for a job. I hope to have one very soon. I'm putting in applications like crazy. So far I've filled out 7 .
Second, I plan to get a car...you know...cause I don't have one anymore, thanks to the " soon to be ex husband". He totaled mine Feb. 25th on the interstate...
Third, I plan to get a place of my own to live. Something for me and the boys. I want to be independent for once in my life and not have to worry about who's gonna take care of me or worry about pleasing someone else. I'm doing this for me...and my boys of course. I can't wait to be on my own again... I mean don't get me wrong, I love my parents and am so thankful for them letting me live with them again...but it's just not the same...you kinda feel less like an adult when you live with your parents....
Fourth, I might think about putting myself back on the market.... right now, I don't want any kind of a commitment. I'm tired of getting hurt. I'm tired of letting myself get hurt. So...for now...it's all about me, me, me ... and my boys :) I want them to be just as happy as I am...and I don't need some guy in my life to make us happy. When I find the right one...that's just a plus in life.
Well.... I guess that's all for now... those are my main goals right now. God will provide. I know that. I have no doubt. I just have to be patient and know that God is gonna provide on his own time...when he knows I'm ready. Just because I think I'm ready doesn't mean that I am...I've found that out the hard way..esp in love.
Toodles!
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