Starting Over.....again

Well....I guess I'm starting over again...as of Saturday, March 26, 2011  around 9:00 AM.

My "husband" and I decided to split.  Of course he made me make the decision...that way people could feel pity for him. *gags*   What is it with guys like that?  I don't get it.

Anyway.... so I'm starting over.  I did love him, I thought he was the one, but apparently God has bigger and better plans for me...so... I'm not gonna grieve too much over him. I'm going to look forward to what God has in store for me.

So...here's to starting over...again :)  *cheers*

First, I'm looking for a job.  I hope to have one very soon. I'm putting in applications like crazy.  So far I've filled out 7 .  

Second, I plan to get a car...you know...cause I don't have one anymore, thanks to the " soon to be ex husband".  He totaled mine Feb. 25th on the interstate...

Third, I plan to get a place of my own to live.  Something for me and the boys.  I want to be independent for once in my life and not have to worry about who's gonna take care of me or worry about pleasing someone else.  I'm doing this for me...and my boys of course.  I can't wait to be on my own again...  I mean don't get me wrong, I love my parents and am so thankful for them letting me live with them again...but it's just not the same...you kinda feel less like an adult when you live with your parents....

Fourth, I might think about putting myself back on the market.... right now, I don't want any kind of a commitment.  I'm tired of getting hurt.  I'm tired of letting myself get hurt.  So...for now...it's all about me, me, me ... and my boys :)  I want them to be just as happy as I am...and I don't need some guy in my life to make us happy.  When I find the right one...that's just a plus in life.

Well.... I guess that's all for now... those are my main goals right now.  God will provide. I know that. I have no doubt.  I just have to be patient and know that God is gonna provide on his own time...when he knows I'm ready.  Just because I think I'm ready doesn't mean that I am...I've found that out the hard way..esp in love.

Toodles!